See, the part I like best is that that was one of the best war scenes I've ever seen. Scenes take a lot of time and skill. And patience (or crazy boredom. I envy you, man. Damn! D'you ever see something, like back when you sucked, that was so boss it like put you to shame? This was one of those situations.
Then at one point (and you always feel kinda douchey for doing it)you see something not nearly as good as you would have done it, or people are praising the crap outta something you were kinda "meh" about and you can't help get that kinda stuck-up grin. That's happened a few time when I've done something I'm proud of.